Hopeless but hoping

The last few weeks have been a roller coaster through hell but I have finally broken through the Earth's crust and am coasting along my way calmly on Earth.

I've actually had really bad thoughts these past days; thoughts that would allow me to cheat and slowly climb my way up; depressed thoughts that involved me crying in the corner in the foetal position. However, today, I've had really positive ones. I still have hope and I will always have hope. I will never stop trying nor will I ever give up.

I love you three so, so much.